Thursday, June 30, 2011

..it's been a while.

I am always going in and out of writing in this forum.

So much has happened since last October, that I think a bullet point presentation would suit me just fine!

1. School: Wow. When you have been touched with Divine Madness, you apparently willingly walk into a burning mountain and wait for incineration. I feel caught up with myself. I had been chasing storms for a long time...and I finally put my gadgets and all of my other equipment down...and went into it naked. I feel that all of the work I had done for all of the years that I did it...really served me. I was as prepared as I could have been for something you cannot prepare for. And so it is....Amen.

2. Community Leadership: That's what I do now! I have put to rest my fear of being a teacher...because I now fully understand that it means you are always....always a student. I do not rely on much accept my highest innermost nature to guide me to where the God is in everyone else...and bear witness to that preciousness and surrender. I have found my truest path pf practice and I have accepted what comes with those passions. It's a moment to moment kind of thing....yet when I glimpse the eternity of it all...I am both elated and humbled. Those glimpses are a window into the heart of the mystic, and the Lover.

3. My relationship with my husband: gets deeper and more real and so sweet. He is beyond what I would have chosen for myself. I could not be more grateful.


I think that will do for now.

More to come...and as always...thank you for reading/listening!